Hello little pumpkins and welcome to a new post! 

Today I wanted to talk about a couple of things that's happening in my life or that I want to do and how i've been helped to do/know, kind of. 

I've been trying to figure out what I want to study for a year and even thought I still don't know it like a 100%, I'm starting; There's a lot of things that i want to do and that I want to achieve and I want you to be part of it. I really want this blog to work out.

So, the thing is that a really cool spanish blogger/youtuber once wrote about exactly what I was feeling: "what do I want to do next?" and reading her blog post i started to kind of figure it out and I wanted to share it with you. 

She said that you should focus on anything you know that you want, it does't have to be a really serious thing like a job, just something you know that you want, so I thought "okay, the only thing I know is that I want to live in the uk and that I want to be an aupair first" well, in fact what I thought was "I've been trying to find a family for months and all I want is to live in the UK, work on my blog and on my youtube channel" it seems like I knew exactly what to do, but it isn't that easy because I couldn't find a family and time ran out so I joined and agency and now i'm living with a family on the north of London. 

So I wrote a list, a list of things I want to achieve and now that I have it, all I'm working on is to be able to cross out all of it. I thought I was crazy for having that list, but after reading Marta's blog post I knew I wasn't alone in the journey that's growing up, loving yourself and being the best version of yourself that you can be.

If you want to check her out, her name is Marta LondParis and she has a youtube channel and a Blog, it's in spanish so if you don't understand it... i'm sorry(?


So I want you to join me, or her, and do the same. If you are feeling lost, or you just don't exactly know what you want, get a pen and a paper and write a list of all the thing you want to achive, it can be small things like "stop bitting my nails" or "stop eating chocolate" or even  big things like "go to college" or "get my car licence" it can be anything really just so you can look at it and think " I can do this. I have to do this" and slowly it will all be alright or at least i hope so.


I can say that I'm able to cross out a couple of things now, can you?


sweet kisses,

xxx.